February 7, 2009

tainted

i feel tainted 
not tainted in the sense that i have been hanging out with micheal phelps 
or in a way where i have stopped caring about capitalising i's
or using periods
but in a way that allows me to want to jump out a window that so i could be reminded that i am alive
that is a lie
i cannot even fall backward on my bed

i like the blogs i write in my head more they make me sound more tolerable
i have things to do
and this is mostly just a glorious act of procrastination
it might work 
most likely not

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