February 13, 2009

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swallow it
swallow the pride you felt when you learned you were right
the hateful words sitting on the edge of your tongue
swallow it all
everything negative and unwanted
and then and only then can you release every good and positive thought within your every limb and sector of your soul
until that quintessentiall moment you will never be free in thought and feeling
you'll never know how is supposed to be 
your mind will stay clouded until you expand without retreating to a blanket of comfort
one day though
we might all see the error in the way we live life
but until that day we can all drift together in this mist of faiths and emotions

I want to have the perfect conversation with a best friend or even someone that I haven't met before. Learning about someone... well about people is the best I can do when it comes to finding some kind of enjoyment within the walls of life. 
Eh I am not feeling this blog anymore so je suis aller to stop with that et continuez watching the Jour de Valentine special on current tv so bon soir.
Oh and I just changed the playlist on my page so listen up if you are in the mood.

1 comment:

Lorita said...

Believe me, I have been there so many times in my life before. Waiting to say something, at the tip of your tongue, but there's a burst of white-out in your mouth. Erasing all your thoughts and worries. It's hard to repeat them and it's even harder to think through them again.