The Excitement is Growing

Okay so not really, but I am happy to add something to my plate since I have a very scarce amount to do already but now I have the opportunity to plan this years Moonlight Masquerade/ winter ball. It is going back in the gym this time and Jasmine had the great idea of changing the layout so it wont be like the last ones. Overall I am just happy to be doing something with my time and this is a fun thing to do too. I really do hope that people gain some spirit and wear their masks I know that I will be wearing mine. The gym will decorated as a dance should be and the atmosphere of the dance will be different from all of the other ones that we have had prior. Also to make it better Jasmine and I will be accepting request for the Dj's play list so know one can complain about the music because if you had simply spoke up you could have been listening to what you wanted to listen to. So clear you calenders for January the 17th. Be there or be square little grizzles. Just kidding I'm not that  crazy nor old enough to call you little so I take it all back ^o^.

Cotton Candy

I went to a Raiders game today and I really don't even care about any type of sports, but I love the atmosphere of the games. I love listening to everyone's conversations around me because some people have a lot of interesting things to say. Like this one guy that was "f@#%ed up" off of weed that someone sneaked and was passed around in the smoking section which means that they were "hot boxing(smoking weed in a completely sealed off room)." Now if you add that with drinking I sure that you would believe in the comment he made. Also throughout the game these three guys behind me kept swearing in Spanish. Things like this strangely put a smile on my face even though it is not the first time but in some situations it just makes me laugh. It is really beautiful when people are as open with their emotions as they are.
I learned that me and my dad are alike in the way we sit and now I know that I can feed upon his emotions because I was able to throw myself in the Raider Nation spirit and start yelling at those players. I wish that team was better because my dad's cousin or my second is on that team and if I was closer to him I would comfortable enough to tell him somewhat jokingly to get his team together.
Okay I have completely lost myself in what I think I was trying to say so I am going to cut myself by saying two things: I wish we sat closer to the Black Hole and cotton candy taste better when you eat it in a stadium.

Angela Chase...

... makes a good pint when she said "everyone is an act." I mean there is a lot of truth behind that in the sense that people really do put on acts for themselves and the only time they stop is when we start to zone out. It is as close as someone can get to an out of body experience without the aid of mind altering drugs. I do this when I pick out my outfits or when I am trying to smile for something that I have no interest in. I don't think people do it for others rather than for themselves. The perfect example of this is the Movie Hero. It is a good movie at heart even though it requires you to find a way to keep you attention, but it is about how everyone has an audience. There is one part where this girl is confidently strutting down the street and this antagonist character steals her audience which in turn makes her curl up as if she was completely naked. I just think that is a good example of how everyone really feels. There are moments where people start getting to tried to care and kind of just stop hence the zoning. If you think about our lives are just movies for only our minds to see. I don't even want to get into the trippy nature of our minds I mean seeing pictures of memories and hearing our own voices without opening our mouths. I cannot even begin to grasp the possibilities and explanations of our psychological beings.
And on that note here is the tailer of the "Movie Hero."

The Life of a Heavy Breather

Pet peeves are the causes for everyones unhappiness on a daily basis. If everything in you day goes right that is the one thing that can bring you down. I usually do not have a violent streak but when someone behind me is breathing like they either committed a crime, raped a goat, or ran ten miles and is breathing so deeply that the sound begins to resonate in my ear makes me want to turn around and slap that person up side the head. That really is the one that crawls, slips and leaves a trail of slime under my skin. It is that and the crackly popping of gum. I mean some people are just asking me to pull a Chicago on you. I mean "you had it coming..." right? Seriously though, those people cannot actually believe that your ways of self amusement don't effect the wound up people around you. Even the relax as goo people would still find those tendencies obnoxious. Like I said violence is not my thing. Neither is verbal abuse, but their is moment in everyday where you feel differently toward your surrounding and start to throw books off the shelves of you mind. Some people show it more than others which make for the perfectly awkward situation. I truly think it is the quiet ones that you should watch out for the most. Because if you are angering me you might be able to see the daggers about to be thrown at you through my eyes. Luckily though I keep those at home so you wont have anything to worry about unless you start trying to talk down to me. I am a tolerable person who attempts to avoid conflict if you are really trying to start something then I will confront you. If you are just being annoying I will brush it off and possible confront others. The second isn't a good trait but it is an honest one. Which is again something I try to be.

Pass By Me

Halloween does not sound like it will end up being that great holiday that I once looked forward too every October. This year it seems like people are only  dressing up so they do not have to participate in any of Coach Ball's activities or they are just denouncing all responsibility of keeping the Halloween spirit alive. I can not put the blame on everyone because now a days it seems like Halloween is just an excuse for people to dress like a prostitute. Which is all fine for them but it is not what it is supposed to be about in my eyes. I believe that All Hallows Night or Eve should be about being with you friends and exercising so you can fill up on the candy that you have just received from strangers. It is also a great reason for me to try out more recipes and to not pay attention in class(no offense). I want Halloween to be how it used to be. Where is the spirit in anything these day?

B.E.N.C.H.M.A.R.K

I made this up when I was thinking how disappointed i was about my chemistry  results and while studying for my benchmark in world history today.

Behind

Every

Nook

Covertly

Hides

Missions

And

Real

Kaboodles

I love the last word

Escape Goat

Everyone really just needs to live life with a safe word. So when you get into deep with you emotions you can say that magic word and get pulled out of any scenario you are in.