Angela Chase...

... makes a good pint when she said "everyone is an act." I mean there is a lot of truth behind that in the sense that people really do put on acts for themselves and the only time they stop is when we start to zone out. It is as close as someone can get to an out of body experience without the aid of mind altering drugs. I do this when I pick out my outfits or when I am trying to smile for something that I have no interest in. I don't think people do it for others rather than for themselves. The perfect example of this is the Movie Hero. It is a good movie at heart even though it requires you to find a way to keep you attention, but it is about how everyone has an audience. There is one part where this girl is confidently strutting down the street and this antagonist character steals her audience which in turn makes her curl up as if she was completely naked. I just think that is a good example of how everyone really feels. There are moments where people start getting to tried to care and kind of just stop hence the zoning. If you think about our lives are just movies for only our minds to see. I don't even want to get into the trippy nature of our minds I mean seeing pictures of memories and hearing our own voices without opening our mouths. I cannot even begin to grasp the possibilities and explanations of our psychological beings.
And on that note here is the tailer of the "Movie Hero."

The Life of a Heavy Breather

Pet peeves are the causes for everyones unhappiness on a daily basis. If everything in you day goes right that is the one thing that can bring you down. I usually do not have a violent streak but when someone behind me is breathing like they either committed a crime, raped a goat, or ran ten miles and is breathing so deeply that the sound begins to resonate in my ear makes me want to turn around and slap that person up side the head. That really is the one that crawls, slips and leaves a trail of slime under my skin. It is that and the crackly popping of gum. I mean some people are just asking me to pull a Chicago on you. I mean "you had it coming..." right? Seriously though, those people cannot actually believe that your ways of self amusement don't effect the wound up people around you. Even the relax as goo people would still find those tendencies obnoxious. Like I said violence is not my thing. Neither is verbal abuse, but their is moment in everyday where you feel differently toward your surrounding and start to throw books off the shelves of you mind. Some people show it more than others which make for the perfectly awkward situation. I truly think it is the quiet ones that you should watch out for the most. Because if you are angering me you might be able to see the daggers about to be thrown at you through my eyes. Luckily though I keep those at home so you wont have anything to worry about unless you start trying to talk down to me. I am a tolerable person who attempts to avoid conflict if you are really trying to start something then I will confront you. If you are just being annoying I will brush it off and possible confront others. The second isn't a good trait but it is an honest one. Which is again something I try to be.

Pass By Me

Halloween does not sound like it will end up being that great holiday that I once looked forward too every October. This year it seems like people are only  dressing up so they do not have to participate in any of Coach Ball's activities or they are just denouncing all responsibility of keeping the Halloween spirit alive. I can not put the blame on everyone because now a days it seems like Halloween is just an excuse for people to dress like a prostitute. Which is all fine for them but it is not what it is supposed to be about in my eyes. I believe that All Hallows Night or Eve should be about being with you friends and exercising so you can fill up on the candy that you have just received from strangers. It is also a great reason for me to try out more recipes and to not pay attention in class(no offense). I want Halloween to be how it used to be. Where is the spirit in anything these day?

B.E.N.C.H.M.A.R.K

I made this up when I was thinking how disappointed i was about my chemistry  results and while studying for my benchmark in world history today.

Behind

Every

Nook

Covertly

Hides

Missions

And

Real

Kaboodles

I love the last word

Escape Goat

Everyone really just needs to live life with a safe word. So when you get into deep with you emotions you can say that magic word and get pulled out of any scenario you are in.

Blogs

Blogs force you to be committed to them even though we should be treating this as homework it is no longer keeping my attention. I have been stating to slack off until I have a few hours left until the deadline. I have all of these ideas of what to use but instead I what I would usually do and just decide to keep them as thoughts. Which isn't a good thing when your thought can potentially effect you grade. I suppose that I should just keep doing these weird ones. This moment is a reputation of these filling because right now I am trying to make this long enough to use a scroll bar, but this is proving to be very hard when you are just rambling. Angela Chase dose that well though. She can go on and on about the string that is innocently hanging from Jordan's plaid shirt. I think I am just going to go and brush my teeth and hair and do all of those other things that people usually do... sorry, I just wrote something that I heard and now my brain is telling me to go to sleep and I think that I am going to listen to it right now.

Bon Soir(goodnight)

I got a scroll bar.

Trashy T.V

Trashy equals faux reality t.v; it really is ridiculous how these weird and random shows seem to not be able to get cancelled even though they really need to be. An example of this is the whole t.v show lineup for Vh1. The amount of reality shows they have is absolutely ludicrous. The shows like the Rock of Love Charm School, Real Chance of Love, and The Pick Up Artist make me question America's taste in entertainment. I mean who really wants to see a person purposely make of fool of themselves. To really make it entertaining all of their embarrassing actions must be unintentional and then it can be considered funny.